well..
diden go out today again~
yea! NO LIFE!
come 2 think of it..
no life = my life..
i really dun have much memory about my past...
really is just scrap n pieces..
like i posted b4..
i dun have alot of memory b4 sec school
where did my time go?
LOL
just remember thing tat i do daily this few year..
until i stop doing it recently..

everyday woke up , went school...
after school went home use com
then go play bball
come home play com then sleep..
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this is how i used my time for like.. ?
4 year+ in secondary life?
everyday was so , except for weekend which i dun need 2 go school...
but the rest were the same..
n time dun stop , so does pple change..
n i had changed ,
now my life b4 this holiday is..
morning wokeup , went school , come back play com & sleep
cos i seldom go for bball nowadays..
sometime diden change..
most did..
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yea~
just now read xue jun's blog...
she tok about her uncle..
felt sad for her..
n ya..
we should cherish wat we have now..
"time dun stop , so does pple change" rite?
we will ever know what will ever happen 2 any1 tomorrow...
maybe tml onwards u wont see me walking..
maybe tml i lost my hand
maybe tml onwards u wont even see me cos i m not in this world anymore..
n i wan every 1 2 hate me right b4 tat day come bah..
so tat it will make them happy =)

n just now...
in maple..
hong rui is there cursing his father..
well..
every1 has different life eh?
eg. jun father is still healthy , she will cherish it ,
rui father is healthy , he want him dissapear..
i not very sure wat his father did lar..
father is still father..
noneed 2 be so angry bah..
n i just now still joking wif him in maple about his dad..
LOL
really crack me up though..
cos i mega this 2 all mapler " B>HITMAN 2 KILL PPLE'S DAD!!!! "
ahaaa WTF enough?
i diden mean it though..
maybe this could let him feel funny?
maybe this could let him think deeper?
i m not sure of the result though..
maybe he sees it as a joke~
n IT IS A JOKE!
HAHA
n somemore right after i mega-ed that thing , GM DC-ED ME!
LOL

back 2 my point..
even if a person irritate u n u hate it ,
wait for tat person die n u WILL REALLY hope that tat person did not die
n could irritate u more..
cos u will REALLY miss the irritation..
like i had said in post earlier on..

"instead of being sad for problem tat cant be solved , be happy for tat is is not a problem anymore , it is part of imperfection in u"""

this it it~
cant see any linkage?
i will explain~
when a person is irritating u , instead of hating tat person or cursing him ,
cherish & enjoy tat irritating feeling..
theres something like this
" when u cant beat it , join it "
not sure the original sentence is how..
but tats the idea~

somemore..
if an irritating person irritate u ,
u will confirm guarenteed chop chop HATE him , curse him , backstab him..
but when tat person is dead ,
u will confirm guatenteed chop chop regret tat u could had treat him/her better
hope tat he/she can live LONGER...
unless u r a totally evil + heartless person..
its like...
u have a problematic com which will auto restart every half hr..
u HATE it for the problem n u wish u can throw away that com..
but when the com TOTALLY spoil till the point tat it cant be used ,
u will wish tat it diden spoil n u can use for a LONGER time
GET IT?
dun get it?
ok.. maube u all have a good com..
then...
HP~
UR PHONE SUX N U HATE IT ,
WHEN U LOST THE PHONE U WILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE , HOPED TAT U DIDEN LOST IT..
EVEN IF UR PHONE SUX , U STIL WANT IT BACK AFTER U LOST IT
tat the same on human..

SO THE MORAL OF THE POST!
CHERISH WAT U GOT B4 U LOST IT,
DO WAT U ***SHOULD*** BE DOING ,
NOT DO WAT U ***WANT*** TO DO!
although its easier to be said than done..
i agree that this is wat most pple cant achieve,,
including me~
so..
i *should* be sleeping now..
tats all bah~
CHERISH!