03/07/08
Thursday, July 03, 2008
today nothing happened...
just a normal day..
cos i read my blog n realise i should explain wat i post earlier.. on 1st july
i like july
because i m born in july..
not because of my birthday is in july
meaning =
i dun like the whole month because of a single day..
i like the month because the whole month is my birthmonth..
get it?
XD
n i should write something more about me today..
i m good in alot of things , random things , useless things..
spin pen , spin book , spin card , drawing , explaining things in chinese..
actually theres alot more...
but cant recall in such a short time..
i belif i can DO EVERYTHING..
this is wat good about perfectionist..
either dun do , or do my best..
so i will seems soo slack everytime..
because tats wat i choose NOT to do..
my thoughts are different from other pple..
pple think how 2 solve question..
i think how 2 change question..
some time i dun like 2 tok..
this is just some "mood swing"
not really called mood swing so i quote it..
i like 2 be alone when i m listening 2 music..
my own world..
i can sleep for more than 18 hr a day if i want..
but most of the time , i had something 2 do ..
so i do woke up..
i really dun mind 2 tell pple about anything if they ask me..
n i wont lie about it...
if my ans are wrong , its either i ownself wrong or i dunno n anyhow answer..
i wont purposly lie unless its a white lie..
or i lie because its a prank or something..
but after tat i will own up 1 =)
if some1 ask me something i dun feel like answering , i wont answer at all..
i wont lie too..
but something i seems 2 be lying..
cos when tat person ask me on tat day ,
the next day i changed my stand then i will be like lying..
haha..
dun get it?
nvm..
n i felt i cant communiciate well wif other pple..
wat i say they cant understand..
or they understand half of it n not the main thing i wanted 2 say..
cos i think differently..
so only those tat think abnormal way will understand me..
i m those person tat will use negative solution 2 solve problem..
like..
pple wan go sucide...
then i will just say..
"go lor.. u die then ur family will be attending ur songka , happy rite?
go die lar.. its better for u"
so..
i DO get misunderstanded most of the time..
haha.. nvm..
aslong as i get the right result can le..
i dun mind how pple look at me..
cos its how i look at pple..
therefore most of the time the way pple look at me isnt how i look at pple..
n i reap wat i sow =)
n it will be better if more pple understand how come i do this n why did i do tat..
n dun get the wrong message from me..
ask n make sure wif me if u r not sure about anything..
i will try 2 help if i m in good mood or i feel like it..
if not ask me another time.. if u can remember XD
ok lar.. dun wan type longer liao..
tats all for today bah..